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I thought I would post right quick and then run along and go do my thing. Whatever that may be. Today as been pretty good noting really that exciting went on. Talked to Alex and JS today sent them both some videos they liked it. Now I am just waiting for my beloved to get home because I miss him,and, he said I might get some. That is always nice to here on his daily phone call. I have been rather tired lately not sure why. I have been watching lots of queer and folk on DVD. If you have never seen that check it out. Othe then that is has been a normal day. I am kinda exicted because are you smarter then  fifth grader is on tonight . So let see if I am I am not but a girl can dream

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Hi all I will really start posting more. I need to quick slacking. Things are good Jason is good I am good life is good. My roomate is well here. My cats are doing very well and cat like as ever. I have been doing alot of computer stuff. Like cleaning up my u-tube watching videos pepole sent me and I just stuck in my favs to watch later and forgot to watch. Getting rid of stuff I have no idea why I kept also removing videos that have been flagged or taken off. I went through my LJ and left some communities I was watching and some I do not post in anymore. I left those one I do not post in. The ones I was watching either quit watching or I joined. I also posted in all my communties. So I am trying to get back to LJ. My head is doing much better it is still sore but the doctor said give it time. It is also really itchy but that is good it means it is healing. Let me tell you showers are a friend of mine. Well they have always been but not like know I take 4 or 5 a day it helps with the itch.If I did not post about my head I will give you the 411. I had head surgey on 8 -17 I had a cysit they want to remove it was not in my head it was on again on my head. So they put me under and sliced it right off. Befor I go any futher I have to tell you about the guy who put me under. On my god I was so scared he walk in and he was this big teddy bear looking guy. He had one of those caps they were it was Red with Mickey Mouse ears on it and Mickey on the back of it. He had those cool shoes with the holes in them I think they are called crops they had Mickey Mouse ears cut outs I was like on man I am in trouble. (I do not do well when I am put under) He was very  good very matter of a fact and to the point but hey he did a great job I  did not have to stay in the hospital because the stuff they use to knock you out always made me really sick so the hospital would keep me for about a week. I got to go home that day well not home to my moms time share. The doctor but staples and stiches in my head I asked him why he said he put the staples to stop the bleeding and the stiches to hold it together. I went to get the staples out it did not hurt that bad is was alittle painful but like yelling screaming pain. The stiches hurt alot the frist one he took out I was like ok do not touch my head but he said the stiches were a little tangled in my hair so a lot hair pulling in that vist. Now everything is out of my head and I am doing fine. I am doing fine now but while I was with my mom at the time share her husbend was being a mean man who was jsut being mean to me. The frist thing he did the day after my surgry my mom was getting me a drink and I asked her what kind she had and he said why don't you get up and walk over there and look.I could not belive it they just cut open my head I mean the took out thier knife and slice what a mean thing to say to some one who just had surgey. Then later on in the week he was watching a show I did not really like that was fine I sat there and  was quite. Well he went to the other room and I heard the T.V. on in there that same thing he was watching out in the other room so I got the remote off the table and startied watching something else. He came back in the room that I was in and lost it I mean just went off the deep end. Yelling at me I was watching that I said sorry I herad it in the other room. I thought you were watching it in there put in back I said what channel. He said give me that I will do it. Then my mom jumped in and said if is that big of a deal we can watch it in the bedroom he put the remote on the tv so I could not reach it went in the bedroom and salm the door. I told my mom I think I should go home tomorrow I had woren out my welcome she said if you go home I will go too. I am not leaving you alone until I am sure you can take care of yourself. I really think he over reacted I did not say anything because he is my mother husbend and I need to repect him even if I don't like him and I do not like him.. I am glad she stepped in and stood up for me.My feeling where hurt but I did not cry in front of her cause I did not want her to feel bad. I will never cry in front of him because of something he did I will never let him know he got me and broke me down. I am happy to be home. I sad my mom is gone but glad that her husbend is not here anymore. i am going to see my mom the last week in Oct.I know her husbend will be there I don't care I am going to see her not him. He is not going to ruin the wonderfeul thing I have with my mom .That one thing i will never let go of.

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I have not posted in so long and alot has happend so sorry. I will start with my anole he dies in the frist part of July so I made him a grave in the back yard. I glad he is in heaven. Then after the 4th my cat Cleopatra died . I was so sad I cried for days and am still having trouble dealing with it but i am in a support group and doing better. The vet said he did not know how she dies he thinks is was a heart condtion we did not check for. My other six cat are fine.My best friend Sonya bought me a Whites tree frog to feel better about sir lock heart. I love my frog I named him mittens. I call him little mitts.He is so cute.I have thought about getting anouther cat but not right now. I got her ashes nd they gve me a clay paw print and a lock of hair and an ink paw print it is nice to have that She was my sweet girl.
     The wether has been gloomy in Las Vegas but there have been so really pretty lighting shows and I love thunder. So that has been nice. jason and I are still together. My roommate is still here but on thin ice. Also I  am having surgey on Aug.17th the doctor is taking cysit out of my head. So back in the hopital for at least a week.My mom is going to come for that for a week she can stay longer if needed. Sonja my best friend will be around too and Jason will be. i have been a liitle sick with a cold kinda it comes and goes really werid and I am reading a great bookit is called I shutter at your touch it is 22 tales of sex and horror. I really like short stories and this book has really good ones. The sex ones are very tastfully done. It not hard core porn it is like soft core porn.  They are just fun to read. My friend sonya gave me this book. She is going thur detoxic right now so i can not talk to here tell next week. I am really missing her and hope i will see here soon that is all for now. I will try to update more often.

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Hi to all my friends. Have got story for you. My cat really hurt me . I was walking from the living room to the kitchen and my 12.8 pound cat desides to jump off the book case and on my chest he jumped and bam hit me in the chest. I feel back and hit the ground. My chest,ribs,and back hurt. I was really sore the next day but today I was better it steal hurts a little I think I will be ok.


I asked my roommate (we will call her No for this}to dye my her and she said yes but I had talk her into it. We did it out in the wind because we did not want to make a mess in side . We started and my bf chimed in why are you doing it in the wind. We said because we don't want to make a mess inside he said great ruin the porch. I said be quit do your pool!! So we stared. They had pre trearment thing and I thought pour it all over my head and she thought just ends  she was right about just doing the ends. We got to the color and frist mishap she opened the tube and it spilled it was funny. Then we thought newspaper to out in under the chair. So here we were trying to lay news paper down in the wind it was blowing away that was fun.When we got the news paper down No stated to read it. It was funny we got my hair and well it is suddle. Byr for now

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Well, i went to OK to see my mom on April 2nd I was so excited to get there,but, the day befor I was going to leave I was sick. I was throwing up coughing I was afraid I was not going to make it. I told Jason if he had to put me on a steacher and wheel me on the plane. I was going! So got up at 5:30 in the A.M. and left the house by 6:00 my plane left at 8;30 so i had to be there early. My bf drove me to the airport and he went to the wrong parking insyead of short term he went to lond term so he just droped me off. I got on my plane now off to OK  I had a short layover in Dever and then i would be back in the air. When we touched down in Ok i was so happy to be there. My mom met me at baggage claim she so happy to see me that she started to cry. I said mom don't cry or I wil cry too. We got my bags and  off to my mom's house When I got there twoo dogs Boo Boo and Freddie were there to greet me and my mom husbend Roger. I was still sick so i went to my room and rested befor dinner. My asked where I wanted to go I said Red Robin I love that place we had a good dinner. Then we went back to mom's house had a nice vist and went to bed not befor my mom gave me meds because I was still sick. I did not have a good night. I was sick all night throwing up all of that stuff. My mom woke me up at 4:00 in the moring we had to drive to my sisters 15 hours she said do you want to go my head felt awful but I said yeas and gathed what I needed and got in the car for the 15 hour trip to SC. I started to feel better on the way after eating and stuff. We got to my sister's and my sister and her kids were so surpised to see me. I told my mom to tell them I could not go because my cat was sick so it was a surpise when I walked through the door. My sister said are cats OK I said they are fine. The kids are like i thought you were not coming i said i know i wanted to surpise you. We all sat and talked and off to bed. We stayed for two night and the my sister and my brotherin-law left for there cruise. Me my mom Roger and the kids got in car for the 15hour ride home with3 kids ages 9 5 and 1 oh my!!! We decided to split the 15 hour drive into two days. Which was good we stopped in Olive Branch for the night. We stayed at a hotel and kids got to swim I was too tired too swim but I watched. then we order pizza and went to bed.We were all tuckerd out from the long drive and we still had eight hours a head of us. we got early the next morning so we could get on the road after a stop at burger king for breakfest back on the road. We finally got to my mom's house and we were all to pooped to pooped as the kids put it. We all ate and went to bed. The next day was pretty non-active it was just laying around the house hanging out. The kids were going wild. I guess i should tell you about them. Frist I will start with Justice he is the oldest at 9 years old he like to watch that WWE stuff and we have to eatch him he likes to try the moves on his sisters. So he is a rough and tumble boy. Then we have baylee she is 5 and a little fireball. She does thing on her terms and if not she throws a fitii mean a all out stomp hit go crazy fit. She wants it her way or no way. She always says No! this is how I want it! I love Baylee but my sister need to get some contral over her fast or she will be hell on wheels.Now baby Avashe only one but sharp as tack. She really liked me she walk to where eer i was and put her arms up and whine for me to pick her up. Of coruse I did everytime. She also found a way to clime out of her pack and play and walk in to my room at 7 A.M. and go to bed and whine to be pick up so every morning she would walk in to my room and want to be pick so i would put her on my bed and put a movie on for her.the movie I put On was not a good choice but she is one. The movie she watched was Cruel Intentions If you have seen that you understand y not the best choice for a one year old but keep in mind she is one. The kids were always running around making noise and driving me crazy I like peace and quite so iwould go into my room with Ava and take a nap. One day we went to the zoo it was so much fun we got a back stage pass with the eleaphats it was really neat we fed then one pick me up withhis trunk and we also danced with them it was really cool here is some eleaphant fact for you they onlt have four teeth two on top and two on bottom and the have 40,000 musles in their trunks i thought that was cool. the kids the two older one went to see fish Ava and i stayed home to enjoy the peace and quite. Now Easter day we had fun we dyed eggs and just hung out we also played with sidewalk chalk i bought that for the kids.Easter day was fun we went to chruch
and it was so cool. They had great music I felt Like dancing it was so fun. then we went back to my mom's house and made a big dinner and ate like pigs and hunted eggs it was really fun. a couple of days later back home. I was ready to come home i missed my jason,cats,anole,and fish. I was happy to here peace and quite so now I am home back withmy family. i can't wait to see my mom again.


P.S. I made 2 comm  called gosselins and love of mom please check them out and tell you friends.

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Now where did I start? I guess at the begainning. Well, my roommate really did it this time. Frist her and my bf (jason) had this awful fight  over a bill she did not pay and she thought she did.  Jason asked her for the $ and the fur flew.I was sleeping and after she gave jason the $ and was mean and was talking to him in very disrepectful  tone and snodish. Then after Jason left the room she started cry I was awake alreadly but I was try to go back to sleep and I  could not with her crying. I don't even know why she was crying Jason was not mean. Not that that is a big deal but what she did the next day oh my! After she was so mean and disrepectful to  jason i would not talkto her the rest of the day. Then the next day I thought I will talk to her I am over it. Until i saw the med bottle I had four of those left and they were all gone.Those are the pills that keep me from being in pain after I eat if I eatt befor i take them I will be in the worst pain ever and be in hospital. Those pills help me to eat and not have pain in my tummy because I hve a senative tummy. she stole them i know it. Jason would not take them and he said she was out there play with the bottle but it did not click when he saw that. She is luckly I had a refill left. Then Jason told me that she told him in the kitchen that if she will not talk to me that is fine i will just talk to you. Frist of all she kissed him a year ago and cents then she can not sit by him or be alone with him. So she better watch it. She came home and i was cooking dinner and i would get up and go check on it. So I was in and out of the room. Everytime I left the room she would talk to Jason just low enought so I could not here her. When i walked backin the room she would not talk to him again until i left again. So i started calling him in the kitchen to do things for me so she could not talk to him. Then he went into the living room and ahe started talking to him and he said shhhhhhh! and she went in bedroom and cried. What a baby!!!!!. Then he went in the room and said I am not talking to you the rest of the night leave me alone and she started crying again. I would love you intake on this.  P.S i will write about my trip to OK later I just needed to vent

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Well, today is good I got some tanning done by the pool. I am trying to get a tan befor I go see my mom. I look nice and crisp for now it is going well.I also got a new cat. She is Black and fuzzy all I can say  is what a cat. She has wisdom beyond he cat years. So now he count is 7. Luckly seven! She likes Jason the bf and she really him,Her name was Midnight but I changed it to Cleopatra Proda. She is so that name.She is so queen cat. She walks through the house with her tail up in the air. Like look at me I am so bad. She walks the walk and talks the talk well in meow but still. I will be leaving on April 2nd to go see my mom. I get to go see my sister in SC to go pick up herkids. I have not seen any of then in over a year. My sister and her husbend are going on a cruise so my mom said let me bring the kids for Easter. When I heard that i was like I am there. I can't wait to see them April 2nd came not come soon enought. I am just waiting our started a count down chart. I got post its and put #s on then amd made a borad and I pull off a tap for everyday. One week left. I will try to post when I am In OK. Hope you like this post.

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Today was pretty good. I went outside in the backyard and tanned by the pool for 2 hours. I came back in and just was lazy. I am going to see me mom in OK on april 2nd i am so excited. I have not seen her in over a year.  I have talked to her everyday meand her are really close. I am kinda sad to be going because my bf Jason has to work. I think I will be fine. I hope I can have a good time without him. It sounds like I am really needy of him, but I just love him so much. I have never been on vac with out him. I have cook like a crazy person on apri 1st for Jason because he can't cook and I don't want him living on burgers and fries for a week and like three or four days. I am going to be busy busy busy on that day. I have to do landrey and make sure his work close are pressed befor I go. Boy, do I take care of that man or what. I need to write a note to make sure he knows how to take care of my 6 cats 4 fish and my anole(lizard)
Also, leave him a list of what kinda house work needs to be done while I am gone.I hope everything will be fine while I am gone. Because I keep this house running. All Jason has to do is work and take out the trash I do everything eles. Cook Clean Pay Bills but i really like it. I guess I like playing Suzie homemaker. I would like to let my friend know about the commuities I have made and please tell your friends. I have 2 of them. I have a Jon and Kate plus 8 one and i have love of mom. That one is to post about your moms. I hope you wiil join or watch. I will post more later.

 

 

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Well, I am really excited I am going to see my mom over Easter weekend. i have not seen her in over a year. I really miss her I found a cheap flight so I brought my ticket. She lives in OK so I don't see her much. i call her everyday and we talk but it's not the same. My sister;s kids are also going so it will be a surprise for them to see me.I have not seen them in over a year either . They live in SC.I live in Vegas so we are spread out all over the place. My bf jason is not going with because he has to work. I will miss him but I need to see my mom. That sounds kidishlike a little girl that still wants her mommy,but, I don't care. I love my mom and would shout it from the roof tops. When i borad my fight I have to change planes AT DFW (Dallas Fort Worth) airport that place is a mess. It is not as bad as LAX,but still. I will be in OK for a week i will have a long post when i get back. I can;t wait see my mom and the kids. Family vistes are few and far between i am so lucly i have the funds ti support this trip. I really need my mom right now. When life hits me hard she is always there. I may not want to leave my mom but I have to come home to mycats. fish and my anole. Oh and don't forget my bf Jason

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Today was a great day. A friend who I have not heard from in months called me today She also came over and we had a good vist. I have really missed her. So I was happy to see her. She said she start coming by more She is the only person who know what I think befor I think it.



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